28 Jul 2015

Beauty!

If only beauty could be sucked..
The beauty of the moss covered walls of an ancient building
The beauty of the cement-filled smile of a construction worker's child
The beauty of the hungry crow scanning through one eye
The beauty of the rain drop wriggling down a rested umbrella
The beauty of the worn out end of the security guard's wooden stick
The beauty of the elastic hair band and the entwined few hair strands
The beauty of the blurred bathroom mirror after a steam bath
The beauty of the circular wood shavings from a flower designed pencil
The beauty of the pot-hole pimples in an empty road
The beauty of the sentences uttered in a crowded elevator
If only beauty could be sucked..



19 Jul 2015

Tamil cinema and its Data Scientists

The film Baahubali was nearing its climax and the magnificent battle was halfway when it struck me.
About five minutes earlier, having been deprived of the most powerful ranged-artillery plants by his cunning uncle, Baahubali had come up with the solution of using a giant canvas of cloth, cannonballs tied to its ends, that would cover the enemy soldiers when thrown over them which could then be set aflame (the cloth being coated with inflammable liquids) using fire-arrows.
Very soon, as Baahubali approached the enemy-warlord with a group of soldiers under his command, he was presented with another problem. The enemy soldiers had lined their fronts with bound and tied commoners belonging to Baahubali's province. Baahubali now had to attack the enemy camp without harming his people. I kept imagining that he would probably take a huge leap on his horse and land directly into the enemy camp, killing the enemy soldiers and thereby releasing the tied commoners. 
But Baahubali did something different. He commanded his soldiers to direct their sling-shots at the commoners so that they would fall to the ground after which emerged a flurry of arrows from Baahubali's soldiers destroying the enemy camp.
I was awe-struck. 
Totally awe-struck by Baahubali's problem-solving skills that it took me some time to process the other parallel thought-flow that was taking birth.

Why don't we start employing Tamil cinema heroes (or any other regional cinema heroes, for that matter) as data scientists?!

The term 'Data Science' when looked up on the internet, throws out this description from the Wikipedia page - "Data Science is the extraction of knowledge from large volumes of data that are structured and unstructured...(and blah blah blah)". 
A Data Scientist would hence be expected to be an expert in the aforementioned field (which in itself requires expertise of statistics, data mining, computer programming and strategical thinking). And most Data Scientists tend to be just that. 
But then, would an accumulation of knowledge in a range of assorted fields suffice to tackle complex business problems of top organizations?

Definitely not. 

There exists the need for looking at a problem in a novel way.
There exists the need for limitless imagination and innovation.
There exists the need for forward-thinking.

There exists the need for someone like Suyambu Lingam from Papanasam who could come up with the thought of burying a dead body beneath the flooring of a police station.
There exists the need for someone like Deva from Ayan who could hide a diamond-set under his hair.
There exists the need for someone like Assault Sethu from Jigarthanda who could identify the mole in his gang using a simple fake plan.
There exists the need for someone like Vinayak Mahadev from Mankatha who could set up an entire robbery, an ensuing cat-and-mouse game and his own death.

And my thoughts kept flowing in the same path.
I continued imagining a discussion room with Suyambu Lingam, Deva, Assault Sethu and Vinayak talking over a business problem. But then my thoughts paused.

Why employ the creations when you can employ the creators?!

The discussion room underwent an instantaneous makeover with Jeethu Joseph, KV Anand, Karthik Subbaraj and Venkat Prabhu occupying the seats instead of their creations. And slowly the room started filling up with more such creators, their ideas and solutions bouncing around like the game-screen of 'Fruit Ninja'.
Vetrimaaran and Sasikumar started analyzing the available data. Ram and Mysskin started defining the possible parameters needed for addressing the problem. 
And I would go on with the happenings of the discussion room.
But why burden the reader with the specifics?!

The thought process took a while to settle down. But by its end, it had given me something to rejoice.

Filmmakers, if none of their films worked out, have a very good prospect as a Data Scientist. 

Now all I need to find out is if the reverse could work out.

5 Jul 2015

Healthy dogs, beautiful girls and lonely cars

There are many reasons that contribute to my liking of street dogs.

They have always accompanied me, sometimes silently and sometimes barking, on my midnight walks to home from an outing or a journey. They have made me contemplate on the purpose of a job. They have made me wonder, when they keep staring at an empty space while barking continually, if they have seen something invisible to the human eye. They have seemed livelier to me than most by-passers on the road.

But in Chennai, the tiny bubble of joy that slowly enlarged on seeing a street dog having its noon nap or seeing a lazy dog trying to pull up a fight with a lazier cow was always immediately popped by a sharp pang of sadness. 
Sadness on seeing their bony torsos. 
Only on very few occasions have I seen really healthy street dogs in Chennai.

Bangalore seems to be different, in a happier way, in that sense. Most of the street dogs that roam around are very healthy – as a matter of fact, a few are healthier than the domesticated ones that I see walking along with their owners on breezy evenings.

And one need not dig deeply to uncover the reason for their good health.

Most of the fast-food outlets (which are plenty in number here) have a street dog waiting nearby like a cautious guard. And the majority of the consumers of these outlets happen to be youngsters – boys and girls in the same ratio and of the age bracket of 20-30 – who generally tend to be more compassionate towards the street dogs than a father of a 5 year old or a mother of a 10 year old. The bones that remain after the feasting of a gang of 5 boys or a gang of 4 girls are dedicated happily to the dog waiting by their side.

The result – healthy dogs that walk the streets as symbols of the younger generation’s 
compassion.

****

“Bangalore ah da?!! Ponnunga laam semmaya irupaangale!!” – This is a comment I got to hear from most of my friends when they learnt that I was moving to Bangalore for my job.

Honestly speaking, I found myself agreeing with the comment after having spent just a couple of days in the city. There was something different to the members of the opposite gender in the city that made a new visitor take notice. And I wanted to figure out the something different.

“Adingu! Azhagaa iruntha paathutu poga vendiyathu thane! Ethuku da ithelaam oru vishayam nu discuss panni saavadikare?!!”, one of my friends shouted at me when I asked him what he felt could be the reason for the difference in the (additional) beauty exhibited by the women in Bangalore compared to the women in Chennai.  But unlike my friend, I believed that understanding the reason would help me appreciate the beauty more, thanks to Feynman’s views on beauty.

Weather, wider range of fashion/cosmetics, better cost of living leading to more air-conditioned homes – these factors were some of the many I considered to have had an additional impact on the opposite gender here. But they did not seem to sum up satisfyingly.

And then one evening, as I was wandering about in a shopping mall situated nearby my office, it hit me. I stopped walking and looked around the mall. 
Right. Left. Up. Down. 
After I had finished observing the entire mall, a smile appeared on my face.

In the entire mall, there were only two women above the age of 40 out of the 100 odd women shopping/roaming/picture-clicking.  And there lay the reason.

Unlike Chennai where you get to see a majority of women in the age category of above 35, Bangalore (in its entirety) functions like a very huge mall filled abundantly with women in the ‘below 30’category. 
And for innumerable pairs of ‘younger’ eyes of the male gender, understanding the beauty that comes with age is a concept as vague as dark matter.

****

Traffic jam.

If a poll was conducted among the residents of Bangalore as to their least favorite thing about the city, I am pretty sure that the aforementioned two words would emerge a clear winner by a very huge margin.

When a person drives a motorcycle very slowly, one of the most common jokes made is that even a person on his feet would reach the destination faster than the motorcycle rider. But very little did I know that the vehicular traffic in a city could worsen things to an extent where, literally, a person on his feet reaches a destination faster than a motorcycle rider.

And the sad thing is that every person stuck in the traffic jams realizes the reason behind it and yet does nothing to reduce its severity.

One car for one man – if you wish to know the reason. 
The space that could have accommodated 4 motorcycles, thereby 4 men, is wasted on a stylish looking four-wheeler carrying one occupant and 3 empty seats.

Will a man sacrifice his luxury for the benefit of others? I have little doubt of what the answer would be.
And I would have no right whatsoever to advocate a well-earning person to do away with his luxuries. He works. He earns. He buys. The logic becomes as simple as that.

But then, what would be a solution to the problem of these accumulating luxuries?

Nature always holds answers to the questions of men.
One morning, as I stepped outside my room, I saw a spider resting in the web it had woven the previous night. Sometime later, a misstep by my roommate destroyed the delicate web, making the spider rush to a corner in our corridor wall. When I returned from my office at evening, I was surprised to see that the spider had woven a beautiful web again.

The eight legged insect was leading a life so simple that it could build its home in a few meager hours how many ever times it might be destroyed. 
But we, on the other hand, lead lives weighed down by assets and luxuries that someday we would be out of breath, suffocating from the very possessions that we had bought in the first place to make our lives admirable.

It’s high time we started leading happy lives instead of the norm of leading happy lives in the eyes of others.



“In short, I am convinced, both by faith and experience, that to maintain one’s self on this earth is not a hardship but a pastime, if we will live simply and wisely.” 
                                                                               - Henry David Thoreau from Walden.


20 Jun 2015

Stepping into a world of contrasts

I looked carefully at the route indicated in the ‘Google maps’ application that was running on my mobile phone. I then raised my head and looked ahead. I had to walk about 500 meters straight after which I had to cross the road and walk another 500 meters to reach the gate of the IT park where my office was situated. I looked at my watch. 20 more minutes to the time specified for entry at the office. I did not want to be late on my joining day and hurried.

After I reached the spot where I had to cross the road, I stood quietly hoping that I could join some random small group of IT professionals who would cross the road for the opposite side served as the source of livelihood for more than thousands of ambitious people. But as I saw people walking down the road hastily, some not caring about the speeding vehicles and some raising their hands thereby making cars swivel around them, I couldn’t believe that those people belonged to the same city and same profession of people who so quietly and so politely had filled the AC buses I had frequented the earlier day. It took me some time before I managed to cross the road, thanks to a lorry driver who took pity on me and stopped his vehicle, enabling me to walk across.

10 more minutes to the reporting time. And I was 200 meters away from the gate of the IT park after which lay another 600 meters to my office situated inside. I hastened my steps. After about five steps, I heard a feeble cry of “aiyya!”. A momentary feeling of excitement grabbed me on hearing a Tamil voice in a city where Hindi and Kannada (in that order) are mostly heard. I then looked ahead and saw a very old woman, dressed shabbily, seated at a corner, holding her hand out. I kept walking. “Aiyya!”, she called out again as I walked past her. I stopped on my way and reached for my pant pocket. As my hand moved over an empty back-pocket, I realized that I had kept my wallet inside my bag. I held the left strap of the bag and as I slowly pushed it down my left shoulder, the time displayed on my watch caught my eye. Not even 7 minutes left. With the bag hanging from my right shoulder, I sprinted ahead hoping badly that the lady would not call out to me again. She didn’t.

A 600 meter walk. A one-minute wait for the elevator. 10 floors up. A security check. After all these, I entered the room that had been assigned for the new recruits. Seeking a desk at a corner, I seated myself, placing my bag down. Most of the people in the room seemed interested in introducing themselves to each other. A guy behind me tapped on my shoulder and extended his hand. I grabbed his hand and shook it, glancing at my watch.

There was a minute more to the reporting time. A minute more.   

And I spent the rest of the day in the tinted-glass walled, marvellously designed, sufficiently air-conditioned office building with the cry of “aiyya!” echoing in my head.

****

Finding a PG (a place to stay as a Paying Guest) in Bangalore is not a hard task. But it is not an easy one either. The options are aplenty but it might take an eternity till you find one that suits your needs.

The one that I and my two other friends locked in on turned out to be a slightly uncomfortable one after we moved in. A small stretch of land with wild unkempt shrubs that lay near our ground-floor room, separated by a small wall, turned out to be a waste disposal yard as opposed to our perception of a waste land.  

We tried to analyse the severity of the 'garbage' situation, examining from behind the small wall and discovered that it served as an abode for many a plump rat.

“We are screwed.. totally! We need to find another good place by a month or two!” said one of my roommates as we gathered in our room after our analysis.

The next morning, I woke up early and with a desire to witness the morning Bangalore sky, I stepped outside my room. Muffled sounds could be heard from the garbage yard and I understood that the rats were busy. A few minutes later, an old man with a stick in his right hand and a jute-bag in his left, walked inside the garbage yard. I silently observed him as he collected the empty plastic bottles lying around. He then noticed me and waved his hand. I waved back, a couple of seconds later.

“Naye waale ho?!” he asked me. I nodded.

“Yahaan chuhae hain.. patha hai tumhe?!”, he asked me eagerly. “Haan! Kal raath hi pathaa chala!” I replied, smiling.

He let out a chuckle. “Par gabraane ki koi baath nahin.. Yeh chuhae toh bahoot achae chuhae hain!”  he said, giving the rats a certificate of appreciation. I smiled again after which he left, having collected the empty bottles in his jute-bag.

Today morning, as I stepped out of my room, I could see a rat busily eating a dish from a small plastic cover. I made a small kissing sound trying to grab its attention. The rat quickly dropped its food and rushed towards its hole. I tried the kissing sound again but the rat seemed to pay no heed.

I then remembered Ruskin Bond’s amazing little piece – Those simple things - in which he describes his friendship with a mouse during his stay at London.

“Seems like I too might become a Ruskin Bond someday” I told myself.
“Think about what stands in your way from becoming one” a question arose, followed later by two answers.

Writing.
Developing a friendship with mice/rats (After all, they belong to the same family).

I decided to begin with the easier one and started working on the kissing sound. 

8 Jun 2015

Purpose!

As I stepped on the terrace of our apartment, I checked the time on my mobile phone screen. 5:40 AM. The sky was a mixture of orange, grey and white. I breathed in selfishly a large whiff of the morning air and began walking around the terrace. It had been more than a week since I had seen the sun rise from its slumber.

As I looked around trying to observe the morning life in the nearby apartments, my eyes caught the sight of a dove seated on a dish antenna, a few apartments away. It seemed to be in a meditative state. The sky behind it looked like a painting lavishly splashed upon with a can of orange. The patches of grey amidst the orange splash seemed to increase its beauty. A momentary smile appeared on my face before it disappeared. I repented having forgotten to bring along the camera and rushed below to my home to fetch it. One storey down from the terrace, I realized that I could have captured the piece of beauty with my mobile phone. I stood there, baffled as to proceed upwards or downwards. I do not know what made me proceed downwards but a few minutes later, I came back panting on the terrace with my camera only to find the dove flown away and the painting spoiled by blotches of white.

I relaxed for a couple of minutes. Then I began clicking random shots of the sky. I then paused and started searching around for specific images of beauty. A group of pigeons had gathered over the water-tank of a nearby apartment. As I tried to frame the shot, another image caught my eye. A saree clad lady, a reddish towel bundling the hair behind her head, was spreading wet clothes over a clothesline. From my position, the image seemed a potential for a beautiful silhouette photograph. I directed my camera towards her. I immediately lowered it down as I thought about the possible risk of my intention being misunderstood. I decided to let the image go.

A flock of birds hurriedly made their way over my head. I quickly raised my camera and captured an image. As I looked at the picture on the camera screen, I realized that a black-and-white picture of the same would create a more solemn atmosphere. I changed the mode and waited for another flock. The wait was not long. I followed the flock with my camera, clicking continuously as an airplane made its way into one of the images. Delight filled me as I looked at the image.


I kept roaming around the terrace, the camera leading my way for some more time. But then as I came to the spot from where I had first seen the meditating dove, I could see that the orange shade had nearly disappeared. Blue had begun to dominate. I lowered my camera and looked at the sky.

The camera had made me forget the real purpose of my visit to the terrace.  I placed the camera on the terrace wall and seated myself some distance away from it. My focus did not shift from the sky for some time as the shades of the sky slowly changed and the birds flew above in all the directions, not a care in the world.

As I began making my way to my home sometime later, a question suddenly popped in my head.

Was art making me forget the purpose of life?

A mildly terrifying feeling overcame me. I tried not to think about it and entered my home. My mom who was cooking called out to me. I entered the kitchen and she asked me excitedly to show the images I had captured. I handed her the camera and walked away. A couple of minutes later, she came to me and returned the camera saying that she would try to accompany me the next day to the terrace. She added that it had been a while since she had taken time to notice the beauty of sunrise. 

I smiled hearing her statement.
She had unintentionally cleared the frightening doubt that had overtaken me. 
I slowly placed my camera inside its cover and went ahead with the day’s duties that waited, having had a happy revelation.

Art can only make a person understand the purpose of life better. Never the opposite.



27 May 2015

A cry by the candlelight!

Numerous nights have passed, numerous
Since I witnessed absolute darkness
My sleep has given me many
But the sense of vision has been left wanting
For those nights when the house turned pitch dark in a moment
For those walks within the dark rooms, recalling where the chair and the table had been
For those moments of triumph on having discovered the match box
For those pink and blue colored candles, the most..
The colorless candle always seemed boring, its tears pathetic
But those colored candles created a wax world of their own..

Tilting a candle, letting a few drops fall and placing the candle firmly over the solidified drops
Was one of the biggest achievements of my adolescence..
Many occasions have I believed that my sister possessed magical powers
When her finger moved continually across the candle flame
It took me time to realize that the center of the flame was harmless, only the top hurt
Like it happens with many of the short-tempered people
The core is harmless, only the surface threatens..

The candle signified unity for me many nights
Each member of the family engrossed in his/her work
Would surround this sentimental guy once darkness settled
Tales and jokes would be shared - family banter at its best
The laughter would echo in the mechanical silence, the bonding seeming endless
But suddenly the tube-light would flash
A scream of joy from many accompanying it
And each member would return to his/her work
Leaving me and the then smoke-emitting candle alone..

I miss those night time power-cuts badly now
In this era of inverters and power-backup devices that I despise greatly..
I want those power cuts again not just for the sake of the bonding
A family’s bonding depends on more than just a candle and darkness
But I want them for much more..
For remembering those moments of sharing in the darkness
When the shadows seemed to reveal the true selves
For remembering those moments of mechanical silence
When the mind realized the existence of humans in a machine-dominated world
For remembering those plastic and wooden hand fans
When the trembling hands of a grandfather showed what affection meant
For remembering those nights when the neighbours would enquire eagerly, “Unga veetlayum current illaya?”
For remembering those nights when all the doors in an apartment remained open
For remembering those nights when the terrace of every house teemed with life
For remembering those nights when the moon’s beauty was noticed
But most important of all, most important of all,
For remembering those nights when power did not make man powerless!

19 May 2015

Analyzing adoration..

I remember vividly the images that flooded the television on the day the judgement acquitting the AIADMK chief was issued. The celebration witnessed that day among the chief minister’s followers/worshipers was not of a normal kind. It was not just an expression of uncontrollable happiness. It looked more of a letting out of agony and pain. Agony and pain the worshipers had endured since their hero/idol/god had been accused of a crime.

Their joy did not just seem like the joy a shopkeeper experiences on learning that the area where his shop had been located had survived an earthquake. It was more of a joy that a shopkeeper experiences on learning that his shop had been the only building in its area that had survived an earthquake. 

And I was faced with only one question – Why - which then led to a series of sub questions.

Why should a person consider another person’s victory as his/her own and another person’s failure as his/her own when there is no relationship existing between them except for the admiration of the former for the latter?
Why is this admiration so powerful that it makes a person treat his/her hero important than self?
Why is this prevalent in this country in only the three fields that most people remember when asked to list their 10 favorite Indian personalities – politics, cinema and cricket – and not visible in any other field such as literature or business or even other sports?

I decided to deal with the last issue first since I felt that it would answer the other two questions also.

Politics, cinema and cricket do not require the level of understanding that literature or classical dance or tennis does (This is with regard to the average knowledge required in the fields of politics, cinema and cricket by an average person. Understanding the intricate mechanisms of any of these three fields is a totally different issue). Hence identifying with the heroes of these three fields becomes very easy for most of this country’s population, the identification and idolization becoming aggressive with the less educated and exposed classes.

To dwell deeper into the issue to identify the reasons for the worship, I believe that the description of the two following events is necessary.

****
Event 1:

A day had passed after the release of the film Billa 2. I had had very little interest in visiting the theater to watch the film but a few of my friends – hardcore Ajith fans – had dragged me along forcefully to the theatre. 30 minutes had passed since the film had begun and I had not heard most of the lines uttered by Ajith in the film, thanks to the continuous cheers of the fans every time Ajith’s face was shown. But I had predicted earlier that the dialogues would not be heard properly and had readied myself. The only thing that kept me interested in the film was that it was very evident that the film was loosely inspired from Al Pacino’s Scarface and I let my mind happily compare the happenings of Billa 2 with the incidents from Scarface which made me laugh at most of the serious scenes to the anger of my friends. But as the film neared its end, something happened that left most of the audience scared. A member of the audience had stood up over his seat and had started screaming curse words towards the theater screen. The reason for his anger was a simple one – Ajith was being beaten bare-handed by the antagonist of the film. The people around the guy asked him to cool down and requested him to get down but he wouldn’t listen. He continued abusing the antagonist with curse words (compounded curse words actually) and by then in the film, Ajith had been left to dangle from a helicopter holding on to his life which only made things worse. About 5 minutes later as the guy was literally forced outside the theater, the end credits of the film started rolling, to my relief. I honestly do not remember most of the scenes of Billa 2 – in fact, none of the scenes – but the guy who stood up over his seat, filled with immeasurable anger at seeing his hero being beaten in the film, will always remain in my memory.

Event 2:

It was the day of the second semi-final match of ICC Cricket World Cup 2015. India was taking on Australia. Australia had won the toss and had decided to bat and had posted a score of 328 runs in 50 overs. It was India’s turn to bat and three of my friends dragged me along forcefully (Yes! You guessed it right! I am a guy who gets dragged along a lot!) to our college canteen where new LED television sets had been put up. By the time we reached the canteen, about 150 people had already seated themselves on the ground of our canteen before the television sets having pushed aside the canteen-tables. As I looked at the crowd, my eyes widened with shock and fear in complete contrast to the eyes of my friends that lightened up with excitement. I pleaded to be let go but no one seemed to pay heed and by the 10th over of the second innings, I was seated surrounded by a sea of people who cheered and celebrated every boundary that Shikhar Dhawan scored as if every boundary of his would guarantee a free samosa at the canteen. But as the overs continued, the Indian batsmen began playing gully cricket and the wickets tumbled. By the time the 4th wicket had fallen, the entire crowd at our canteen had gone very silent but it lasted less than a minute as a huge roar – a literal roar – erupted from the gathering as M.S. Dhoni walked in. The shout left me with goosebumps since it was the first time I was witnessing such an expression of admiration from a crowd personally connected to me. I watched the rest of the match with the crowd’s roar repeating in loops inside my head before two consecutive sixes that Dhoni scored in the 42nd over stopped the loop in my head. The loop had stopped because a louder roar had erupted. 
A roar of ecstasy though everyone knew that there was no logical chance that India could win the match. A roar that had resulted as an expression of love for a man no one in the crowd had any familial connections with. A roar of unadulterated adoration. A roar that would pop up first in my head henceforth every time I hear the word ‘roar’ shadowing the so-long occurring image of a lion’s shout.

****

These two events showed me the extent to which a hero could be idolized. But the reasons for this admiration, I believe, would be more interesting to learn.

One simple answer for such an expression of love could be wish fulfillment.

A person loves his/her hero for the reason that the hero does things which the person is incapable of doing in real life.
Mainstream Tamil cinema (or perhaps even mainstream Indian cinema) owes its success to this wish fulfillment theory. An actor’s fan gets excited when he sees his hero thrashing the society’s criminal elements – something the fan cannot do in reality. An actor’s fan gets excited when he sees his hero making a really beautiful girl pursue him, pleading, to accept her love – something the fan cannot do in reality. But how would this wish fulfilment hold true in politics and cricket?

Most of the worshipers of Amma who celebrated her acquittal so wildly would not have carried the notions of becoming a chief minister and governing the state. Most of the members of our college canteen crowd that roared for Dhoni would not have carried the notions of representing the Indian cricket team or becoming its skipper. What then prompted such unbridled demonstrations of affection?

Welfare schemes, good governance, MGR’s legacy and the love over AIADMK party for Amma, patriotism, love of the game, his temperament and earlier achievements for Dhoni might be viable reasons to look into but they look lame. 
All these factors would demand respect but would they bring out such adoration?

It was at such a point in my thought process that my mind went berserk and screamed at me, “Why don’t you look inside before examining the outer world?” which though made no sense initially, slowly dawned upon me.


In the process of trying to find the reasons for the admiration of others for their heroes, I had failed to analyse my own hero-worship. 

I had been a person who had, on more than most occasions, grabbed the shirt-collars of my schoolmates for negative comments on Sachin Tendulkar. I had been a person who had worried very badly and skipped a lunch at school when a schoolmate had commented that Harris Jayaraj would overshadow A.R. Rahman in a very short span of time (I would make mincemeat of that schoolmate if I meet him now!). 
Though the increase in age and maturity level has helped to accept Sachin and Rahman as human beings with complete appreciation of their efforts, achievements and shortcomings, there is still a part of me - the adorer, who fumes and goes crazy when I see Virat Kohli being hailed as the next Sachin or when I notice an album composed by Rahman not getting its deserved recognition. 

And it is this adorer, I believe, who makes people roar and curse and celebrate.

The adorer seems to be a guy not defined by logic. His affection and admiration do not seem controlled by concerns of being judged. His likings do not seem to be based upon statistics or achievements though the favorable ones make him wildly happy. 
His fondness seems to make him more defensive and protective. His love seems to have its roots spread widely in the heart, imposing a ban on the brain. 

These qualities of the adorer, when looked at from a distance, present a more surprising finding.
The adorer, with his qualities, seems to be remarkably similar to a mother. 
Or perhaps even the other way around could be possible. 
Which would then point to only one conclusion.

Every single one of us is a hero.