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Some musings about life and cinema from an aspiring writer when he is not analyzing data or drinking coffee...
10 May 2014
9 May 2014
The peak of creative writing
When do I reach the peak of creative writing?
i)When I write a short story
ii)When I write a poem
iii)When I write a fictional account in my blog
None of the above.
Please accompany me one day to my exam hall and observe
carefully as I write down the answers on my answer script. You will understand
what creative writing is all about.
8 May 2014
Romancing in the rain
I looked at the sky. Dark clouds loomed large threatening a
heavy downpour. And I slowly lowered my head and looked at her. She had never
seemed more beautiful.
I knew I had to do it but the anticipation before the
ultimate moment always excited me and I kept looking at her, my heart filled
with joy.
Then I brought my head closer. A whiff of hot air brushed my
face and I firmed my hold on her. As I slowly bent further, our lips met.
I closed my eyes. The
sound of the breeze blowing and the rain drops dripping from the branches of
the tree above seemed to have no effect upon me. I was in heaven. I let go of
all my inhibitions and let myself be taken over by the beauty of the moment.
The warmth I felt, both in my heart and in my mouth, made me
forget all the worries that had set up a tent in my head. And I slowly brought
my lips apart and moved back, letting her go. As I loosened my earlier firmed grip,
I could feel her warmth in my hands. And I looked at her, mesmerised by her
perfect blend of sweetness and hotness.
Darn! How lovely she was in the rain!
I brought her closer again and we had our second kiss. A
longer one, this time. And as I slowly moved my head back after the kiss, I was
shocked. She was no more.
How could she leave me
so soon? How could she, after the
beautiful romance we had shared?
I felt my heart getting heavy. But I decided that I was not
going to let her go so easily. I put my hand inside my pocket and as soon as I
felt the touch of metal, I rushed to the shop ahead and shouted,
“One more coffee, please!”
7 May 2014
Shelter
During a heavy rain, a bird seeking shelter under the
branches of a tree calls out to another bird when it sees the bird getting
drenched in the rain. But we, humans, sit comfortably in the balconies of our
bungalows, enjoying the rain, failing to even notice the poor old homeless man
shivering outside our gates.
6 May 2014
Currently not available!
Sometimes, the smallest and the most trivial of moments make
you realize some of the worst mistakes of your life.
Sometimes, a small software error in your phone that causes
the “The person you are trying to reach is currently not available” statement
to be heard by someone trying to call you, without you knowing about the
problem, could be one of the best possible things to happen to you.
You first come to know about the 5 phone calls made to three
of your friends within a span of 10 minutes, out of misplaced fear and
unconditional love, by the person who tried to call you and failed to reach
you.
But after learning about the phone calls to your friends,
instead of feeling happy about such a person who is worth living your life for,
you do the worst thing possible for someone in your position – you scold the person
terribly for creating so big a scene with 5 phone calls to 3 different people
for such a small issue.
Sometime later, you realize your mistake and dial that
person’s number again and as you hear the “Hello”, you say “Sorry”, when you
get another striking revelation – its been a long time since you had apologized
to the person. You wonder for a minute if you had had such a good relationship
of late, that you had never had had to apologize for anything, and as you think
about it, your mind slowly puts before your eyes a slide-show of all the
mistakes you had committed and all the harsh sentences you had used in the past
2-3 years and you realize shockingly that you never once apologized for all those
incidents and it had been that person who had apologized to you, without even showing
a tinge of anger for those incidents.
You think about the life you are leading now and you think
about all the circumstances and all the people you apologize to, realizing what
a grave mistake you had committed failing to apologize to the one person whom
you hurt the most, of late.
You think back about all the memorable moments you spent
together with the person and wonder what had happenned in the past 2-3 years
that had separated you from the person so much. And it slowly dawns upon you.
You had let a lot of new people inside your life, slowly shutting this person
out. You had stopped saying about all of your experiences, like you used to say
earlier, thinking that the person didn’t require to know about everything that
happenned to you. You had stopped even listening
patiently to the few miutes the person spoke every night on phone, asking the
person not to bore you.
As you try to digest all these within those few moments of
saying “Sorry”, you hear the response from the other side on the phone – “Leave
all that. Go and drink milk now when it is hot. Don’t delay. Go now immediately”
as if none of the foolish statements, you had shouted some time earlier, had
even been uttered. And a tear drop flows down your cheek.
You end the phone call a few minutes later and the tears
start flowing faster. You wonder how you let yourself be so rude and foolish to
such a person. You decide to never ever hurt the person again, as you wipe your
tears. And you smile mildly a few minutes later, realizing that sometime
sooner, despite all your firmness, you are going to shout again at the person
for some silly reason and the person is not even going to remember your angry
words when you call later to apologize.
You decide to post about all these on your blog. For a
moment you hesitate, wondering if it would seem a bit childish. But then you
think about the person and decide to post it no matter what, realizing that you
are always going to be the same old “kutty”
for the person – the first love of your life and the only reason you remain
silent when others say that God does exist – your sweet little mom!
Thank you!
Actions might speak louder than words. But to a person like me, words are the most powerful weapon. Especially the written word.
Not knowing how to react to the various incidents happening around me, be it the events occurring in the society or the incidents happening in my own life, the written word is the only option I resort to.
The posts that follow in this blog are such posts - primarily my reactions to the various things happening around me, certain memorable moments in my otherwise mundane life and a few short stories that torment me to pour them out.
Of the many things a person can give another person, one's time is the most precious. And so, I sincerely thank you with all my heart for spending your priceless time to read through my withheld words.
Not knowing how to react to the various incidents happening around me, be it the events occurring in the society or the incidents happening in my own life, the written word is the only option I resort to.
The posts that follow in this blog are such posts - primarily my reactions to the various things happening around me, certain memorable moments in my otherwise mundane life and a few short stories that torment me to pour them out.
Of the many things a person can give another person, one's time is the most precious. And so, I sincerely thank you with all my heart for spending your priceless time to read through my withheld words.
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